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11 January 2015 @ 11:50 pm
[sticky post] Master Story List  

Following is an index of all my stories divided by size. Supernatural fanfiction is first, followed by CW RPS (real people slash). Other fandom fic (Glee & Merlin) follow. Some (not all) of the stories below are also on my AO3.

Quick note to fanartists: Podfic? Fanart? If any of my stories moves you -- go for it! Just drop me a line so I can see the outcome :) Please, IM, however, before writing anything within the universes of any of my RPF stories.)  

Please comment when you read so I know what works!

SUPERNATURAL FANFICS

Long and Multi-Chapter (greater than 5,000 words)

Fic: The Road to Detroit is Paved With Hell
AO3 Link
Art: beckieb
Summary: Lucifer wants Sam to say yes. He wants Dean back in Hell. And he's tired of playing nice. Sam and Dean will never know what hit them.
Rating/Warnings: PG-13 (adult themes and language), Non-canon (at time written) character death--not Sam or Dean.
Characters: Sam, Dean, Castiel, Bobby, Lucifer
Genre: AU, Gen, H/C, Angst, Hurt!Dean, Hurt!Sam
Wordcount: 55,000 in 19 chapters -- Complete
Spoilers: Set in Season 5. Canon compliant up to S05x10 Abandon all Hope; AU after that point.

Fic: Yes (an End 'verse tale) [continues in Yes, too]
Summary: Sam thought he could imagine all the ways Lucifer would tempt him. He was wrong. (Or, how Sam came to say 'yes' in The End.)
Rating: PG-13
Characters: Sam
Genre: Gen, Angst, episode tag
Wordcount: 5,422 -- One-shot
Spoilers: Set in episode S05x04 The End’s universe

Fic: Yes, too (an End 'verse tale)  [Sequel to Yes]
Summary: Dean isn’t Dean. Cas isn’t Cas. And the world is kinda over. (Or, how Dean came to say 'yes' in The End.)
Rating: PG-13
Characters: Dean, Cas, OFC, OMCs
Genre: Gen, Angst, Episode tag
Wordcount: 5,900 -- One-shot
Spoilers: Set in episode S05x04 The End’s universe.

Fic: Golem

AO3 Link
Summary: Set late Stanford-era. Dad's in Minnesota keeping secrets, Dean's picked up a solo hunt, and Sam ... where is Sam?
Rating: PG-13
Characters: Dean, John, Sam, Adam, a creature
Genre: Gen, Angst, H/C, Hurt!Dean, Stanford-era
Wordcount: 26,000 in 9 chapters -- Complete
Spoilers: Through late Season 4. References Scarecrow S01x11 and Jump the Shark S04x19

Fic: Jaw's Revenge
AOL Link
Summary: Sam’s accidental wish with a cursed Babylonian coin throws Sam and Dean into a familiar yet strange new world.
Rating: PG-13
Characters: Sam, Dean, Adam
Genre: Gen, H/C, AU, Angst
Wordcount: 10,600 in 5 parts -- Complete
Spoilers: Up to the end of Season 4. References Wendigo S01x02, Wishful Thinking S04x08 and Jump the Shark S04x19

Fic: Nebraska
AO3 Link -- PDF available
Summary
: Lucifer tempts Sam. Dean’s life (and afterlife) hang in the balance. The iPod reappears. And it’s possibly the end of the world as we know it. Not necessarily in this order.
Rating: PG-13
Characters: Sam, Dean, assorted others (all canon)
Genre: Gen, H/C, Hurt!Dean, Angst
Wordcount: 13,156 in 7 chapters -- Complete
Spoilers: Set in Season 5. Assumes all canon through Changing Channels S05x08. References to Faith S01x12 and The Magnificent Seven S03x01

Fic: Tessa Takes a Holiday
Summary: When tracking a Shtriga, Sam and Dean meet an unexpected old acquaintance.
Rating: R (sexual situations)
Characters: Sam, Dean/Tessa
Genre: Het (light), Casefic
Wordcount: 8,000 in 4 chapters -- Complete
Spoilers: Set in Season 5. References In My Time of Dying and Death Takes a Holiday

Fic: Dean Winchester's Excellent Christmas Adventure (co-authored with borgmama1of5 )
AO3 Link
Summary: There has to have been, even in his peculiarly bizarre life, a day where if Dean squinted really hard, it could kind of pass as normal. This was not that day.
Rating: PG-13
Characters: Sam, Dean, a Bumble
Genre: Gen, Crack, Humor, Holiday, preseries
Wordcount: 6,800 -- One-shot
Spoilers: None. Preseries Christmas 2004

Fic: Fanfic
Summary: The boys get caught in our world. Dean may need years of therapy. Sam will just deny anything ever happened.
Rating/Warnings: PG-13 (minor implied slash)
Characters: Sam, Dean, others
Genre: Gen, Crack
Wordcount: 6,900 -- One-shot
Spoilers: Set in Season 5

Fic: Nobody Dies
Summary: Season 2 casefic. Sam has a horrific vision of Dean taking his own life. Can the boys solve the case before the unthinkable happens?
Rating/Warnings: PG
Characters: Sam, Dean
Genre: Gen, casefic
Wordcount:7,400 -- One-shot
Spoilers: Through S02x16 Roadkill
A/N: Written for spn_summergen. Summer Gen 2010 Master Post here.

Short -- one-shots & drabbles  (less than 5,000 words)

Fic: Minnesota Winter

AO3 Link
Summary: The episode where the boys spend the night together in the Impala during a blizzard. What? No such episode? That's because Dean'd have to kill you if it ever aired.
Rating: PG-13
Characters: Sam, Dean, the Impala
Genre: Gen, H/C, Humor, bit ‘o Angst
Wordcount: 4,300 -- One-shot
Spoilers: Set in Season 2; before John's last words reveal

Fic: Happy Thanksgiving, Dean Winchester
Summary: Dean has never cooked a Thanksgiving Day dinner
Rating: PG
Characters: Sam, Dean, a turkey
Genre: Gen, Schmoop, Holiday
Wordcount: 3,450 -- One-shot
Spoilers: Set in Season 1. Shortly after the Pilot.

Fic: The Chair
Summary: “ ‘M leg hurts, my butt hurts, my chest hurts, my face hurts, and like that ain't enough, I gotta pee all over myself.”
Rating: PG-13
Characters: Sam, Dean
Genre: Gen, H/C, Hurt!Dean, Angst
Wordcount: 3,200 -- One-shot
Spoilers: Set in Season 1

Fic: The Wound
Summary: Written for Hoodietime’s Dean-focused hurt/comfort comment-fic meme. Prompt: After Hell Dean's pain tolerance is ridiculously high. Sam is impressed, and disturbed by it.
Rating: PG-13
Characters:Sam, Dean
Genre: Gen, Hurt/Comfort, comment fic
Wordcount: 1,400 -- One-shot
Spoilers: Set in season 4, up to Heaven and Hell

Fic: Mummy
Summary: Head wounds sucked. Bloody disgusting messes. Drunk head wounds … Yeah.
Rating: PG-13
Characters: Sam, Dean
Genre: Gen, Hurt/Comfort, Hurt!Dean
Wordcount: 1,188 -- One-shot
Spoilers: Set in Season 1

Fic: Now What?
Summary: Sam has a new plan for dealing with Lucifer
Rating: PG-13
Characters: Sam, Dean
Genre: Gen, Humor, Crack
Wordcount: 1,153 -- One-shot
Spoilers: Set in Season 5. Assumes all canon through The Real Ghostbusters S05x09

Fic: Every Time a Bell Rings
Summary: Dean, Castiel and Sam exchange Christmas gifts.
Rating: PG
Characters: Sam, Dean, Castiel
Genre: Gen, Holiday
Wordcount: 1,200 -- one-shot
Spoilers: Season 6 through S06x11
A/N: Written for insmallpackages . Prompt #162 here.

Fic: Three's Company
Summary: A rare time Dean accepts help
Rating: PG
Characters: Dean, Sam, John
Genre: Gen, H/C, Preseries
Wordcount: 1,450 -- One-shot
Spoilers: None

Fic: Salt Lines
Summary: The first time Sam misses Dean. (Stanford era)
Rating: PG
Characters: Sam, OMC
Genre: Gen, Preseries (Stanford era), Comment fic
Wordcount: 1,000 -- One-shot
Spoilers: None

Fic: Aftermath
Summary: All Dean wants is a single quiet day.
Rating: PG
Characters: Dean, Sam
Genre: Gen, H/C
Wordcount: 1,000 -- One-shot
Spoilers: Through Season 6

Ficlet: Three Things Sam Winchester Never Knew About His Brother and One Thing He Did
Summary: Three things Sam Winchester never knew about Dean and one thing he did.
Rating: PG
Characters: Dean, Sam
Genre: Drabble, Gen, Comment fic
Wordcount: 384 -- One-shot
Spoilers: Through S05x22 Swan Song
A/N: Written for the Canon Quotes Comment!fic Meme at spnquotefic. Prompt (quote from Home S01X09): DEAN: And then I carried you out the front door. SAM: You did? DEAN: Yeah. What, you never knew that? SAM: No.

Ficlet: Unfaithful (a drabble)
Summary: Written for the Canon Quotes Comment!fic Meme at spnquotefic . Prompt (quote from The Pilot): Sam: "You can't kill me. I'm not unfaithful - I've never been."
Rating: PG
Characters: Sam Ruby
Genre: Drabble, Gen, comment fic
Wordcount: 600 -- One-shot
Spoilers: Through S04x01 Lazarus Rising

Ficlet: The Tipping Point
Summary: Written for the Canon Quotes Comment!fic Meme at spnquotefic. Prompt (quote from Dead in the Water): Dean: "No wonder that kid was so freaked out. Watching one of your parents die isn't something you just get over."
Rating: PG
Characters: Sam, Dean
Genre: Drabble, Gen
Wordcount: 300 -- One-shot
Spoilers: Through S02x01 In the Time of My Dying
A/N: As per the comm rules the drabble is not specifically about or set in the episode quoted

Ficlet: Itt's a Thing
Summary: Sam and Dean encounter the oddest haunting of their young lives.
Rating: PG
Characters: Sam, Dean
Genre: Gen, Crack, Preseries, Teen!Chesters
Wordcount: 820 -- One-shot
Spoilers: None
A/N: Written for the Changing Channels J2/SPN comment-fic meme.

Ficlet: Happy Birthday
Summary: It’s Dean’s birthday. In all the chaos of making deals with Death and getting Sam's soul back,  Dean has practically forgotten.
Rating: PG
Characters: Sam, Dean
Genre: Gen, comment fic, schmoop
Wordcount: 840 -- One-shot
Spoilers: Through S06x11 Appointment in Samarra

Ficlet: Two-way Mirror

AO3 Link
Summary: Eyes are the mirror of the soul
Rating: PG-13
Characters: Dean, soulless!Sam
Genre: Gen, drabble, commentfic
Wordcount: 473 -- One-shot
Spoilers: through Season 6

Episode Connected -- Codas and Episode Tags (varied lengths) 

Fic: Sam Winchester's Hell (my first ever fanfic!)
Summary: Sam Winchester buries his brother Dean.
Rating: PG-13
Characters: Sam, Bobby
Genre: Gen, Angst, Episode tag
Wordcount: 5,700 -- One-shot
Spoilers: Up to S03x16 No Rest for the Wicked

Fic: Mystery Spot Day #99
Summary: Sam Winchester has spent the last 98 days in the same town, living the same day, ending the same way -- with his brother Dean dead. This is day #99.
Rating: PG-13
Characters: Dean, Sam
Genre: Gen, Angst, Episode tag
Wordcount: 3,800 -- One-shot
Spoilers: Up to S03x11 Mystery Spot

Fic: Promises (a 5x22 coda)
Summary: Dean struggles with the toughest promise he’s ever had to keep
Rating: PG
Characters: Dean, Castiel
Genre: Gen, episode tag, Angst
Wordcount: 1,900 -- One shot
Spoilers: through S05x22 Swan Song
A/N: Winner 2010 SPN Awards, Fic: Missing Year

Fic: Choices (a 5x18 Missing Scene)
Podfic: Here by cantarina1
Summary: Sam cleans up an unconscious Dean post Castiel’s beating. Sam has choices to make. (A 5.18 Point of No Return missing scene.)
Rating: PG
Characters: Sam, Dean
Genre: Gen, Hurt/Comfort, Episode tag
Wordcount: 1,400 -- One-shot
Spoilers: through S05x18 Point of No Return

Fic: Obvious Yet Overlooked (coda for S05x12 Swap Meat)
Summary: It should be obvious, but only if you look
Rating: PG-13
Characters: Sam, Dean
Genre: Gen, Hurt/Comfort, Episode tag
Wordcount: 1,309 -- One-shot
Spoilers: coda for S05x12 Swap Meat
A/N: Companion to borgmama1of5's Overlooking the Obvious

Fic: A Memory

AO3 Link
Summary: Some things are worth remembering. Coda for S09x07 Bad Boys

Rating: PG
Characters: Sam, Dean
Genre: Gen, Episode tag
Wordcount: 1,070 -- Ond-shot
Spoilers: coda for S09x07 Bad Boys

Ficlet: Trading Spaces (a coda to 5x09 The Real Ghostbusters)
Summary: Sam and Dean in the Impala. Coda to The Real Ghostbusters S05x09
Rating: PG-13
Characters: Sam, Dean
Genre: Gen, Episode tag, Drabble
Wordcount: 970 -- One-shot
Spoilers: Set in Season 5. Assumes all canon through The Real Ghostbusters

Ficlet: Phantom Limb (a 6x01 drabble)
Summary: Sam is back. Sort of.
Rating: PG
Characters: Sam
Genre: Gen, Episode tag, Drabble
Wordcount: 800 -- One-shot
Spoilers: Through S06x06 You Can't Handle the Truth

Ficlet: Belief
Summary: Dean has to decide about Castiel's trenchcoat
Rating:PG
Characters: Dean, Sam
Genre:Gen, Episode tag, Drabble
Wordcount: 786 -- One-shot
Spoilers: Through S07X02 Hello Cruel World

Ficlet: Soulcatcher (a 5.22 drabble)
Summary: Dean doesn't have a photograph of Sam.
Rating: PG
Characters: Dean
Genre: Drabble, Episode tag, Gen, Comment fic
Wordcount: 600 -- One-shot
Spoilers: Through S05x22 Swan Song
A/N: Written for the Canon Quotes Comment!fic Meme at spnquotefic.

Ficlet: Ghosts
Summary: Written for the Canon Quotes Comment!fic Meme at spnquotefic.
Rating: PG
Characters: Dean, Sam
Genre: Drabble, Episode tag, Gen, Comment fic
Wordcount: 400 -- One-shot
Spoilers: Through S1x04 Phantom Traveler

Ficlet: Dead Things

AO3 Link
Summary: A 6x03 coda. Conversations about dead things
Rating: PG
Characters: Dean
Genre: Drabble, Episode tag, Gen, Comment fic
Wordcount: 470 -- One-shot
Spoilers: Through 6x03 The Third Man
A/N: Written for the Canon Quotes Comment!fic Meme at spnquotefic . .

Ficlet: New Identity
Summary: Sam needs a new identity. Episode tag for S05x04 The End
Rating: PG
Characters: Sam, Dean
Genre: Gen, Episode tag, Drabble
Wordcount: 870 -- One-shot
Spoilers: Through S05x04 The End

Ficlet: How Sweet the Sound (an 8x02 coda)
AO3 Link
Summary: There are many ways to lose a soul. And more than one way to get it back.
Rating: G
Genre: Drabble, coda
Wordcount: 260 -- One-shot
Spoilers: Through 8x02 What's Up, Tiger Mommy?

Drabble: Eye of the Soul
Summary: Sam is resouled.
Rating: G
Characters: Sam
Genre: Drabble, Comment fic, Episode tag
Wordcount: 100
Spoilers: Through S06x11 Appointment in Samarra


Fic: The Thing With Feathers That Perches in the Soul (an 11x23 coda)

AO3 Link
Summary: After saving the world, Dean meets someone unexpected in the woods.
Rating: G
Characters: Dean, Mary, Castiel
Genre: coda
Wordcount: 3,000 -- one-shot
Spoilers: Through S11x23 Alpha and Omega

Fic: The Gnostic Winchester Gospels: Faux Resurrection 12.2

AO3 Link
Summary: Dean saves Sam from the British Men of Letters. (Alt scene from S12x02 Mama Mia.)

Rating: PG-13
Characters: Dean, Sam, Mary, Castiel
Genre: coda
Wordcount: 3,000 -- one-shot
Spoilers: Through S12x02 Mama Mia

CW RPS (Note: J2 stories translated into Spanish by
alfer6 -- see links in individual entries)

Long -- Multi-Chapter

Title: Haven't Met You Yet (written for the 2011 spn_reversebang)
AO3 Link
Art by: arabia764
Summary: After an unsettling break-up with his lover, well-known horror writer Jared Padalecki has settled into the quiet and privacy of his new home. Except he's developing an obsession about the visitor in his garden who feels like someone Jared has been waiting for his whole life. Trouble is, the man he wants to meet lives in a world where Jared hasn't even been born.

Ratings/Warnings: PG
Pairing: Jared/Jensen
Genre: RPS, J2 AU, Romantic Comedy
Wordcount: 16,000 in 3 parts -- Complete
Spoilers: None

Title: One Small Step (written for the 2011 spn_meanttobe)
Podfic by
eorose
AO3 Link
Art by: apieceofcake -- Master Art Post
Summary: Jared has had a secret crush for months. But it’s not like publishing genius and gay activist Jensen Ackles is going to notice the tall, weird guy pushing the mail cart. So when Jared’s best friend and Jensen’s assistant, Sandy, tells him that Jensen is getting married in one month to a fellow activist--something about being the first gay couple to get married in the state--Jared knows some things just aren't meant to be. And now Sandy is insisting that Jared help her plan the wedding. She thinks it’s a good idea. Jared thinks she’s nuts. Because the only thing this could lead to is heartbreak. Right?
Rating/Warnings: R, adult content, homophobia
Pairing: Jared/Jensen, Jensen/Tom, Jensen/OMC
Genre: RPS, AU, Romance
Wordcount: 37,700 words in 6 parts -- Complete
Spoilers: None

Title: Starshine (a One Small Step timestamp)
Summary: Jared must overcome the fears involved in publicizing his graphic novel.
Wordcount: 7,900 -- one-shot

Title: Neil Armstrong and the Wicked Witch of the West (a One Small Step timestamp)
Summary: On the day of the U.S. celebrating marriage equality in all states, Jared is shocked into facing his biggest fear.

Wordcount: 17,500 words in 2 parts -- Complete

Title: jRobot (Written for the 2011 SPN & J2 Big Bang)

Podfic by fromcainwthlove
AO3 Link
Art by: sillie82 -- Master Art Post
Summary: When Jared meets an incredibly handsome green-eyed stranger in a bar he thinks it’s his lucky night. But Jensen has a secret. He’s not exactly human. And oddly that’s not even the biggest problem as very real bullets start ricocheting past them. Jared makes a split-second decision that will forever change his world. Can Jared keep his new friend alive long enough to unravel the mystery of who made this incredible machine? Who wants it back? And is it really a good idea to let his best friend Chad bond with it? Because everything Jared thought he understood about life, love and humanity is about to spiral out of control.
Rating/Warnings: NC-17, Character death (not J2), Adult content
Pairing: Jared/Jensen
Genre: RPS, AU, Romantic Dramedy
Wordcount: 36,000 words in 7 parts -- Complete
Spoilers: None

Title: Time of Your Life -- Written for the J2_everafter
AO3 Link
Art by: apieceofcake -- Master Art Post
Summary: Jensen Ackles doesn't need anyone. His marketing job takes up all his time and lasting relationships are a Hallmark invention. So it totally throws him for a loop when his long-lost best friend from childhood shows up. Except. Jensen is nearly thirty -- and Jared is still eight.
Rating/Warnings: NC-17, Adult content, underage sex—both boys are 16
Pairing: Jensen/Jared
Genre: RPS, J2 AU, Romance
Wordcount: 30,000 in 6 parts + epilogue -- Complete
Spoilers: None

Title: Beholder -- Written for the RPF Big Bang 2010
AO3 Link -- PDF available
Art by
: apieceofcake -- Master Art Post (contains story spoilers)
Summary: Jared was passionate about the work he did with the animal shelter. Between that and living with Sandy, life was satisfactory. Until the cold night that the filthy, homeless man hidden in an oversized hoodie was dumped at the shelter and Jared couldn't just turn him out. Even if the man roared and called himself 'Beast.' Because under the hood, Jared was sure he caught a glimpse of a prince in those green eyes.
Rating/Warnings: NC-17 (in parts). Mild violence. Non-explicit reference to past non-con. Adult content.
Pairing: Jared/Jensen
Genre: RPS, J2 AU
Wordcount: 80,000 in 15 chapters -- Complete
Spoilers: None

Title: Words in a Wrapper (a Beholder timestamp)
Summary: Jensen surprises Jared on their second Valentine's Day.
Wordcount: 3,200 -- One-shot

Title: When Your Lover Breaks -- Written for the 2010 SPN & J2 Big Bang
AO3 Link
Art by: xx_misamisa_xx -- Master Art Post
Summary: Jared Padalecki is filming the next-to-last episode of the fourth season of Supernatural. Jensen Ackles is his co-star, best friend, and as of this weekend, newfound lover. Jared’s life could not be better. Until a serious set accident shatters Jared's and Jensen's world. Jensen has lost himself and Jared is holding on to a memory. Can Jared love his partner enough to start from square one?
Rating/Warnings: NC-17  (Adult content)
Pairing: Jensen/Jared
Genre: RPS J2 non-AU, H/C (note this has many AU parts)
Wordcount: 77,000 in 14 chapters + epilogue -- Complete
Spoilers: Up to S04X22 Lucifer Rising

Title: Before -- Written for SPN_Illuminated
AO3 Link
Art by: apieceofcake -- Master Art Post
Summary: Life with Jensen is nothing like Jared ever could have imagined. But now that it's over, all he can do is follow the pieces to where it began.
Ratings/Warnings: R (adult content), homophobia, bullying
Pairing: Jared/Jensen
Genre: RPS, J2 AU, Angst, H/C
Wordcount: 7,500 -- one-shot
Spoilers: None

Paralegal Verse (Complete)
Jittery Jensen meets stubborn Jared.

Combined PDF of Paralegal Verse

Title: Three Strikes
AO3 Link -- PDF and other formats available for download
Summary
: Jensen is a three-time loser in love. Jared is gorgeous and smart and funny. In other words, lethal. So Jensen has a made an important decision. He is. Definitely. Absolutely. NOT going to fall for him. (Jensen POV}

Rating/Warnings: R  (Adult content)
Pairing: Jensen/Jared
Genre: RPS J2 AU, romantic comedy
Wordcount: 25,000 in four parts -- Complete
Spoilers: None

Title: First Sight (timestamp)
AO3 Link -- PDF and other formats available for download
Summary
: His friends didn't believe the guy really existed. Okay, Jared has never actually laid eyes on him ... but he’s heard co-worker Jensen’s deep throaty laugh and husky voice. Then the boss sends him to Jensen’s apartment on a fateful Sunday morning ... and Jensen is not what Jared’s pictured. (Jared POV)

Rating/Warnings: R (Adult content)
Pairing: Jared/Jensen
Genre: RPS, J2 AU, romantic comedy
Wordcount: 18,000 in four parts  -- Complete
Spoilers: None

Title: Something Blue
AO3 Link -- PDF and other formats available for download
Summary: Jensen loves Jared. And he couldn't say anything other than yes when Jared proposed. Only now Jensen has to survive planning the wedding, meeting his future in-laws, his ex-boyfriend moving to town, and Jared's best friend Chad hating him. And that's just the beginning ... (Jensen POV)
Ratings/Warnings: NC-17 Adult content
Pairing: Jensen/Jared
Genre: RPS, J2 AU, romantic comedy
Wordcount: 49,000 in 10 parts -- Complete
Spoilers: None

Title: A Friend Indeed (timestamp)

AO3 Link -- PDF and other formats available for download
Summary: The story of Jensen and Jared's journey to the altar as seen through the eyes of Chad Michael Murray. (Or how love definitely blinds you to all kinds of douchery.) (Chad POV)
Ratings/Warnings: PG-13
Pairing: Jensen/Jared
Genre: RPS, J2 AU, romantic comedy
Wordcount: 11,000 in 2 parts -- Complete
Spoilers: None

Title: Sugar and Spice --
Written for the 2012 SPN & J2 Big Bang
AO3 Link -- PDF and other formats available
Art by: beautiful_crow -- Master Art Post
Summary: Jensen has come a long way from the neurotic, relationship-shy paralegal who fell for Jared Padalecki's laugh. He's found a balance with Jared he never thought he was capable of ... until Jared's vague idea that they adopt a baby 'someday' becomes 'now', a mere six months into being married. Jensen--and all their friends--expect him to wig out, but he's determined to give his all to being a dad with Jared. But Jared pulls away, leaving Jensen without his rock. Can he keep himself going, care for their baby, and fight for Jared all at once?
Ratings/Warnings: NC-17, Adult content, mental illness
Pairing: Jared/Jensen
Genre: RPS, AU, Romance
Wordcount: 48,000 in 6 parts + epilogue -- Complete
Spoilers: None
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Talk Hard Verse (Complete)
Loving a genius is hard.

AO3 Link -- PDFs and other formats available

Title: Talk Hard
Summary: Phone sex worker to pay the bills, grad student Jared, gets more (and less) than he bargained for when a guy named Jensen calls his line.
Rating/Warnings: NC-17 Adult content
Pairing: Jared/Jensen
Genre: RPS, J2 AU
Wordcount: 4,100 One-shot
Spoilers: None

Title: Talk Soft
Summary: After talking on the phone for weeks, Jared surprises Jensen for the first time in his usual coffee shop. Jensen tries to remember to breathe.
Ratings/Warnings: PG
Pairing: Jared/Jensen
Genre: RPS, J2 AU
Wordcount: 1,700 One-shot
Spoilers: None

Title: Talk Forceful
Summary: Jared and Jensen go on a first date.
Ratings/Warnings: PG
Pairing: Jared/Jensen
Genre: RPS, J2 AU
Wordcount: 1,800 -- One-shot
Spoilers: None

Title: Talk Strong
Summary: Jared discovers some of Jensen's secrets.
Ratings/Warnings: R (Adult content, non-explicit past non-con reference)
Pairing: Jared/Jensen
Genre: RPS, J2 AU
Wordcount: 6,700 -- One-shot
Spoilers: None

Title: Talk Theory
Summary: Jared and Jensen are supersymetric partners. Also, they move in together.
Ratings/Warnings: PG
Pairing: Jared/Jensen
Genre: RPS, J2 AU
Wordcount: 1,600 One-shot
Spoilers: None
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Beach Verse (Complete)
Jensen doesn't do relationships. Has never been in love. Doesn't really believe it exists. And then. Everything changes.

The Beach Verse tells the story of love's healing power over past hurts. past indifferent seagulls was written first. The verse can be read with that one first or chronologically; depends on your views of spoilers. If you wish to read them in chron order, here they are. Each story links to the next.

AO3 Link -- PDF and other formats available

PM me for a combined file

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One-shots & drabbles (5,000 Words or Less)


Title: Confessions

AO3 Link
Summary: When college freshman, Jensen, runs into new HS graduate, Jared, at a summer party, he's decidedly not pleased. After all, Jared had broken Danneel's heart earlier that year, and Jensen is ferociously loyal to his best friend, Danni. But Jensen quickly finds himself unsettled as he discovers that nothing is as it seems.
Ratings/Warnings: PG
Pairing: Jensen/Jared
Genre: RPS, J2 AU, HS/College AU
Wordcount: 5,135 -- One-shot
Spoilers: None

Title: Mine, Yours, Ours

AO3 Link
Summary: Virgin, teen best friends Jared and Jensen decide to be each other's first.
Ratings/Warnings: NC-17, adult content
Pairing: Jensen/Jared
Genre: RPS, J2 AU, PWP
Wordcount: 4,300 -- One-shot
Spoilers: None

Title: Drinking the Kool-Aid

AO3 Link
Summary: Chad gets in a bar brawl. Christian comes to his rescue. They save each other.
Ratings/Warnings: PG-13, language
Pairing: Chad Michael Murray/Christian Kane
Genre: CW RPS, C2 AU, Romance
Wordcount: 2,950 -- One-shot
Spoilers: None

Title: The Morning After (sequel to Drinking the Kool-Aid)
AO3 Link
Summary: Chad got in a bar brawl. Christian came to his rescue. They saved each other. Now it's the morning after
Ratings/Warnings: PG
Pairing: Chad Michael Murray/Christian Kane
Genre: CW RPS, C2 AU, Romance
Wordcount: 1,800 -- One-shot
Spoilers: None

Title: Stumbling Forward

AO3 Link
Summary: Chad gets struggling actor Jared an exhibitionist job. Only things don't go exactly as planned.
Ratings/Warnings: N/C-17 Adult content, sex work
Pairing: Jared/Jensen
Genre: RPS, J2 AU
Wordcount: 4,400 -- One-shot
Spoilers: None

Title: The Hit

AO3 Link
Summary: Hitman!Jensen makes a shocking discovery about his next mark.
Ratings/Warnings: PG-13, Dark themes
Pairing: Jared/Jensen
Genre: RPS, J2 AU, Dark
Wordcount: 2,200 -- One-shot
Spoilers: None

Title: Christmas Pink
Summary: Jared decides to bake Christmas cupcakes. It doesn't go so well. Jensen helps.
Ratings//Warnings: PG
Pairing: Jared/Jensen
Genre: RPS, J2 non-AU
Wordcount:1,000 -- One-shot
Spoilers: None

Title: Home
Summary: Forgiving the unforgivable
Ratings/Warnings: PG-13, pet death, mention of attempted suicide
Pairing: Jensen/Jared
Genre: RPS, J2, Angst, comment fic
Wordcount: 1,100 -- One-shot
Spoilers: None
A/N: Written for spnroundtable Prompt-and-Fill session #3 – On Our Way Home for peggy_lane‘s prompt here.

Title: No Answer Necessary
Summary: Jensen knew everything there was to know about his costar given how long they’d worked together. Except, Jared may have left out one tiny phobia.
Ratings/Warnings: PG
Pairing: Jared/Jensen
Genre: RPS, nonAU J2, Schmoop, Established relationship
Wordcount: 1,200 -- One-shot
Spoilers: None
A/N: Written for insmallpackages . Prompt #36 here.

Title: Let it Out

AO3 Link
Summary: Dean is getting turned by a vamp and Jared has to stand and just watch. Afterward, Jared is wound tighter than a sailor's knot. Jensen knows what he needs.
Ratings/Warnings: NC-17, possessive!Jared (but really schmoop!kink)
Pairing: Jared/Jensen
Genre: J2 non-AU, PWP, schmoop, character bleed
Wordcount: 2,300 -- One-shot
Spoilers: Season 6

Title: Heart

AO3 Link
Summary: Jared has a hard time shaking off Sam after filming Heart.
Ratings/Warnings: PG
Pairing: Jared/Jensen
Genre: RPS, non-AU J2, First time, comment fic
Wordcount: 1,800 -- One-shot
Spoilers: through S02x17 Heart

Title: Whoops

AO3 Link
Summary: Jared finds a wedding ring when 'borrowing' a pair of Jensen's socks. Confusion reigns.
Ratings/Warnings: PG-13
Pairing: Jared/Jensen
Genre: RPS, J2 non-AU, First time, comment fic
Wordcount: 1,400 -- One-shot
Spoilers: None

Title: Never a Bride

AO3 Link
Summary: Jensen's being difficult while making wedding plans
Ratings/Warnings: PG-13
Pairing: Jared/Jensen
Genre: RPS, J2 non-AU, drabble, comment fic
Wordcount: 577 -- One-shot
Spoilers: None

Title: Coffee Wars
Summary: "Salt? In what universe is that appropriate in coffee?"
Ratings/Warnings: PG
Pairing:  Jared/Jensen
Genre: RPS, J2 AU, ficlet
Wordcount: 850 words -- One-shot
Spoilers: None

Title: Two Truths and a Lie
Summary: Tell me two truths and one lie.
Ratings/Warnings: PG-13
Pairing: Jared/Jensen
Genre: RPS, J2 non-AU, comment fic
Wordcount: 900 One-shot
Spoilers: None

Title: Death Trap [continues in Life Force]
AO3 Link
Summary: Written for the
RPF Hurt/Comfort Meme at spn_hurtcomfort. The boys are driving somewhere and get into an accident - the car rolls and lands in a ditch filled with water. Jensen is trapped and Jared has to keep his head above water until help arrives.
Rating/Warning: PG
Pairing: Jensen/Jared
Genre: RPS, J2 non-AU, H/C, Angst, comment fic
Wordcount: 2,200 – One-shot
Spoilers: None

Title:
Life Force [sequel to Death Trap]
AO3 Link
Summary: It takes almost losing his life to make Jared take a stand to reclaim it. A sequel to
Death Trap.
Rating/Warning: PG
Pairing: Jensen/Jared
Genre: RPS, J2 non-AU, H/C, Angst
Wordcount: 2,400 – One-shot
Spoilers: None

Title: Froot Loops

AO3 Link
Summary: Jensen is caught in a time loop
Rating/Warnings: PG-13
Pairing: Jared/Jensen
Genre: RPS, J2 College AU, Schmoop, Comment fic
Wordcount: 2,000 -- One-shot
Spoilers: None
A/N: Written for spnrountable prompt-and-fill session #4, for earthquakedream's prompt here.

Title: Twitless
Summary: Jensen invites Jared to a media-free weekend
Ratings/Warnings: PG
Pairing: Jensen/Jared
Genre: RPS, Schmoop, Established relationship
Wordcount: 780
Spoilers: None
A/N: Written for spnroundtable prompt-and-fill session #9

Title: Summer Nights

AO3 Link
Summary: Jared meets a boy cute as can be.
Ratings/Warnings: NC-17 Adult content, underage sex
Pairing: Jared/Jensen (AU, both boys are 17 years old)
Genre: RPS. J2 HS AU, Schmoop, Comment fic
Wordcount: 3,400 -- One-shot
Spoilers: None

Title:
Food Poisoning
Summary: Written for the RPF Hurt/Comfort Meme at spn_hurtcomfort. Prompt: Jared and Jensen are on vacation. Jensen gets food poisoning.
Rating/Warnings: PG
Pairing: Jensen, Jared
Genre: RPF, H/C, Gen or Pre-slash (reader's choice), comment fic
Wordcount: 2,400 – One-shot
Spoilers: None

OTHER FANDOM FANFICS

Merlin

Ficlet
: Night Whispers

AO3 Link
Summary: Coda for 4x09. Arthur and Merlin share a moment at night's end.
Rating: PG
Pairing: Arthur/Merlin
Genre: Pre-slash, Coda
Wordcount: 777 -- One-shot
Spoilers: through 4x09 Lancelot du Lac

Glee

Fic: The Journey Itself is Home

AO3 Link
Summary: S05x16 (Tested) missing scene. Insecurities are easy to have and hard to sharek.

Rating: PG
Pairing: Kurt/Blaine
Genre: romance, angst
Wordcount: 1,400 -- One-shot
Spoilers: Through S05x16 Tested

Fic: Brave Heart

AO3 Link
Summary: S05x15 (Bash) missing scene. Blaine spends the night with Kurt in the hospital.

Rating: PG
Pairing: Kurt/Blaine
Genre: romance, angst, hurt/comfort
Wordcount: 2,500 -- One-shot
Spoilers: Through S05x15 Bash

Fic: Forgiveness

AO3 Link
Summary: Coda for S03X14. Kurt is having nightmares.
Rating: PG
Pairing: Kurt/Blaine
Genre: Slash, Coda
Wordcount: 1,100 -- One-shot
Spoilers: Through S03x14 On my Way

Fic: Heart Home

AO3 Link
Summary: Blaine and Kurt decided that being friends would make it easier for them to part when Kurt went to NYC. Blaine didn't count on his heart no longer having a home.
Rating: R
Pairing: Kurt/Blaine
Genre: romance, angst
Wordcount: 1,300 -- One-shot
Spoilers: Through S03x21

Ficlet: Courage

AO3 Link
Summary: As Kurt leaves for NYC, Blaine has to figure out how to say goodbye.
Rating: PG
Pairing: Kurt/Blaine
Genre: Future fic, slash, romance, angst
Wordcount: 640 -- One-shot
Spoilers: Through S03x01


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borgmama1of5borgmama1of5 on January 12th, 2010 04:59 am (UTC)
Yay!
cantarinacantarina1 on October 1st, 2010 05:23 am (UTC)
Hey you! Since you've given blanket permission, it strikes me that you may want to add your name to the pro-podfic authors master list.
I breathe therefore I writesandymg on October 1st, 2010 05:38 am (UTC)
Done! And thanks.
Haileyaurora999 on December 28th, 2010 10:32 pm (UTC)
I'm so happy you have so many other things to read. I'm sure i'll make my way through this list swiftly.
I breathe therefore I writesandymg on December 28th, 2010 10:43 pm (UTC)
You just made this writer quite happy :)
Haileyaurora999 on December 28th, 2010 11:09 pm (UTC)
My pleasure. I'm always slightly disappointed when I read something spectacular and find out that is the only piece of work that author has. After I read a good story I kind of go into withdrawal from the characters. This is something that has lead me to immediately re-read a story. Having other pieces lessens this blow and allows me to go on and enjoy something else.
ink: танецchiffa07 on February 8th, 2011 08:49 pm (UTC)
Hello, I read your fics "Time of Your Life" and "Beholder".

I was shocked. Its are very deeply touched me.

I do not speak and write in English, but I read pretty well,

and I really wanted to thank you and say that now I'm going to read all that you wrote.

thank you very much for your work.
I breathe therefore I writesandymg on February 8th, 2011 08:53 pm (UTC)
Thank you very much. I get much pleasure knowing I'm able to touch people with my writing. Your English is good! Better than my ability with the only other language I can understand, Spanish. And I'd never attempt to write in it.

If you read any other stories, I hope you can leave a comment and let me know if you liked it.
ink: Дин на гонкахchiffa07 on February 8th, 2011 09:09 pm (UTC)
I will write you.

I am madly in love Jensen and Dean.

you're doing it so that I admire and I'm crying.

thanks you again.

liquorish2003liquorish2003 on February 24th, 2011 04:26 pm (UTC)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
I breathe therefore I writesandymg on February 24th, 2011 04:28 pm (UTC)
Thank you! It's sweet of you to notice.
tuckercat2tuckercat2 on April 7th, 2011 04:56 am (UTC)
Love the lawyer/songwriter verse, love the oh heck, I read about all you stories listed here and loved them all. You bring the people to life, I am very glad I found your site. Thanks for sharing!
I breathe therefore I writesandymg on April 7th, 2011 04:59 am (UTC)
Thanks so much. I'm glad you are enjoying my stories! It means a lot to me to know this. More will be coming!
Sissi: A ff so gooddreamers_dh on May 12th, 2011 07:49 pm (UTC)
Hi

I just came here through... I don't even know from where... but I wanted to tell you that I read your "Talk hard" verse and I really enjoyed it.

I wouldn't mind reading more of those two!
I breathe therefore I writesandymg on May 12th, 2011 07:53 pm (UTC)
Thanks so much. I'm glad you enjoyed it. I do plan to write more of that verse. I'm working on a long SPN Gen right now so I can't say when exactly. But definitely in my plans.

Hope while you are here you decide to check out some other stories as well! Thanks for reading.
ink: колено динаchiffa07 on September 9th, 2011 05:58 pm (UTC)
I wrote that I really like your stories

when I read jRobot, I cried

when I read Paralegal Verse, I laughed and worried for the boys

when I read When Your Lover Breaks, I was sick for Jensen and Jared admired

and I had twice read over Beholder, because I very much love this story

you are great and delicious
Thank you very much for your stories
I breathe therefore I writesandymg on September 9th, 2011 09:07 pm (UTC)
Thanks so very much. I'm delighted that you've enjoyed so many of my stories.
gamia on September 30th, 2011 01:30 pm (UTC)
Hi! I shouldn't be here, cos I have exams in the next couple of months, but I just have to leave some love. I don't know if I have left a comment or two on your posts (since I mostly do PDF downloading) but I have to say I love your work! They're easy to read and absolutely touching. Read One Small Step just a few hours before actually, and Lord, it was good. Had to restrain myself from sobbing like mad.

Perhaps when I have the time I will leave more detailed comments on every fic, but for now I only have this. Your fics are awesome, and I can't wait to read more. I think I've read all of your J2 multi-chaptered fics. In a week! Yes, I love them that much!

♥♥♥
I breathe therefore I writesandymg on September 30th, 2011 01:39 pm (UTC)
Thanks so much. I am very happy to hear you've discovered my stories and enjoyed them. I like offering the PDFs because they do make it easier. (You can always PM me for one if it's not posted.) But I know I sometimes lose feedback that way. It's great that you took the time to come here and let me know you've been reading. It really does mean so much. I write for that connection. It sounds hokey, but it's what motivates me truly.

My multi-chaptered fics are long ... so, wow. :) Glad they worked for you. My verses are much shorter installments but hopefully also work well together. Each short story is written to be complete unto itself but they all have more to come. I only call something a verse if I have intention of continuing.

Next up for me is the Reverse Big Bang. So look for a new J2 story in November. Also hope to get back to writing SPN Gen stories now that the Show is back. :D I don't write Wincest. But my Gen is always very brotherly so the emotions are there.
clickingteeth: cucumbersclickingteeth on July 2nd, 2012 07:14 pm (UTC)
Hi! clickingteeth formerly known as levelly here. Had to deactivate that account, so I friended you again using this one. Hope it's okay. *hugs*

ps. Can't wait for that new paralegal!verse installment :D
I breathe therefore I writesandymg on July 2nd, 2012 07:26 pm (UTC)
Of course! I'm working on it. I post on August 7.
(Anonymous) on January 10th, 2013 03:21 pm (UTC)
request
This is a bit random but can i request you to consider writing a J2 fic based on the movie, The Blue Lagoon? There doesnt seem to be one in the J2 fandom even though it is such a beautiful premise. Also maybe one based on the movie Clueless?
And just wanted to say i love 'Haven't met you yet' & 'Beholder'.
I breathe therefore I writesandymg on January 12th, 2013 04:04 am (UTC)
Re: request
Thanks for reading! I've never seen The Blue Lagoon but I am a Jane Austen fan and so who knows, perhaps. Thanks for the prompts.
MDFawn: pic#113350901mdfawn on April 23rd, 2014 10:55 am (UTC)
Love your writing. I know it's been awhile, but have you ever considered continuing the "Death Trap/Life Force" story? I loved it and have re-read it many times. Would love to see how the story plays out.



Edited at 2014-04-23 10:56 am (UTC)
I breathe therefore I writesandymg on April 23rd, 2014 10:33 pm (UTC)
Thanks so much for your kind words about my writing. I hadn't intended on continuing past Life Force. I never say never but the stories felt like a complete unit so I'm not sure it's going to happen. For what it's worth, there will be more Beach Verse coming up, however :)
shinybiancachu on August 21st, 2016 08:12 pm (UTC)
Just wanted to tell you I love your fics! They have great writing, are often adorable, moving, and interesting! They're awesome so you're awesome!Thanks so much for writing them and I hope you have an awesome week!
I breathe therefore I writesandymg on August 21st, 2016 08:27 pm (UTC)
What a lovely comment to receive! Thanks so much. I think you are pretty awesome for taking the time to read my stories and letting me know you enjoyed them. <3
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